I remember when the doctor said I passed the threat of going into a coma, I was relieved and terrified how easily everything could be taken away. When my senses came back and my arms weren’t numb my migraines remained for weeks to warn me just how close I was. Its funny because secretly I was ready. Nothing could have prepared me for the emotional impact I would get when I was healing. Happy to be alive even if I couldn’t focus, see straight or even be awake for more than an hour without a piercing head ache. Being alone and fighting through the pain and the fear of not waking up, of not getting full control of my arms was a feeling I cant define.
Life is different, I care less about impacts, I care less about keeping ties, I just want to live and be happy. Who ever enters or leaves my life is a gift of time.
School stress, work stress, stress from other peoples actions don’t weigh much. They all mean nothing.
Life means nothing if you’re not happy, and fuck everyone who tries to take you’re happiness away because they have no idea whats waiting for them.
Everyone is human, everyone will die, and making anyones short experience not worth living is wasting the possible last minutes of your life on something that is by all weight pointless.
I spent too many days drinking and crying, I want to spend the remainder drinking water, having naps and tearing up over happy thoughts. There is no such thing as boredom or loneliness if you’re choosing to live you’re life.
I don’t want to forget what it felt like to be fading out of consciousness in a hospital bed with my family waiting for me to come home and my mother laying next to me. I smiled all night into the next day when everything got worse because time was slow and nothing mattered. I didn’t know what was coming next but I was satisfied with how I was and the way my life was turning out, Ive never felt so alone since because I don’t feel like the same person. I’m alone, but everything is going to be okay because I’ve tried my best and the only person I need to please anymore is myself. Nothing, and no one is worth an ounce of stress because everything and everyone has an end.
IT HAS BEGUN
THREAT LEVEL PUMPKIN
Omg my life
The blood is the life… and it shall be mine.
My dash needs more Samira Wiley.
b r e a k e r o f c h a i n s
I love my pitties!
reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS
holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.
I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT
SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP
WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????
ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE
OKAY I SWEAR TO GOD THIS THING WORKS YOU HAVE TO PATIENT BC I WISHED THAT I COULD MOVE AWAY FROM MY SHITTY TOWN TO A WARM PLACE AND GUESS WHAT THIS JULY IM MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA OKAY GUYS IM NOT MAKING THIS UP I AM SO CONFUSED ACTUALLY THIS IS GREAT BYE
Because people need a trip to Disneyland.
Please oh please oh please.
this headline is so great